HELLO! I'M FEELING BETTER NOWWWW =D
No matter what class I'm in, I still have to be thankful to God for he has already planned my life la. It's all planned. He know what's the best for me. (:
I feel proud to say I'm a christian now. I think I've been much better...Refraining from using vulgarities( really very little liao k? ) and making peace. (:
Last time, I kinda feel ashamed to say I'm a christian because everyone will think " wth? christian? like that?!"
YEAHHHH. ):
So yeah. I'm glad that i got shit results and came to AJC and made quite a number of good friends. After baozhen telling me that she don't make any sticky friends, I'm glad that I've made some sticky friends ar. Like randomly, people from Impresa will just gather and eat together.
For example, today, me, adeline, shixiang, sabrina, huimin, wan ching, estella...etcetc were lunching. (:
Then..... We went to do homework outside Audi. Chao mugger right! =p
Anyway, back to today... Had talked in the morning then went for maths. Not too bad ar. BLODWENNN~ =D Then had break!
Then did and Adeline said she GIVE ME HER ITOUCH! HAHAHAHHAHAHA! =D
Hazel the annoying annoyed someone new! :D
Okay, not someone, is everyone. HAHAHA. =D SORRY AR, HIGH PEOPLE TEND TO BE ANNOYINGGGG =D
So yeah, then did chem and went for lecture! =D
First time to LT lor! =p
Then had chem...Not bad ar. Though Adeline gonna tahan my shi wan ge wei shen me. LOL. =p
So yea...after lecture went to interview! =D
Shi Xiang say I'm in. WHEEEE =D
But they say I different class with Adeline ar. SO SIANNN! NO ONE TO KARCHIAU ALREADY~~!!! D:
But still...WELL~~~~ OG08 REMAINS. Okay, perhaps not. Because OG08 is dissolved and Impresa! Bikers is formed! =D
WHOOOO! I'm really glad that people joined the group and yeah, look forward to next cycling trip. WHEEE =D
Anyway, went to meet chubby after interview.
Went to Peninsula and tried to look for shoe but failed.
Baozhen was :@
Then
Went to Bugis! :D
Walk and walk and got 2 berms for 32$ and a NIKE SHOES FOR 57$ SUPER CHEAP RIGHTTTT!
The shop never write anything about 40% off the shoe lor. Then somehow, when I bought it, there's a 40% off. LOL. From 95 to 57. So damn cheapppp =D
Chubby bought 2 berms too anyway. :D
Anyway, kaied and homed! =D
Then got told that my PDG ....out.
IT'S OKAY! STILL, IMPRESA REMAINS AS IMPRESA BIKERS =D
Sucha healthy group right!
LOL!
Sabrina was saying I'm very 'healthy' =p
Cos I hate wholemeal bread and all vege. LOL.
And...Yestereday, during a talk, we played this game whereby you grab the other person's finger when you hear colour or a colour. Then I grabbed Adeline's finger and.... She jumped and whacked my arm. T.T
Sadness...And Sorrow. LOL. Jokingggg~ =D
So yeah, that's MY DAY =D
Anyway, doesn't this seems familiar? Being so comfortable in your OG and get separated soon after?
This happened 4 years ago didn't it?
1/1 was so cool with super nice peerleaders. And.... 1/2.
But am glad I'm in 1/2. Though I was whining and grumbling why I am in 1/2 since most people went 1/3!
Then yeah, if God didn't plan me to go to 1/2, I wouldn't be who I am here what. Baozhen who led me to church (though i don't attend alr but still, i go hds!) Randomly randomed some seniors converted me to Christian after saying the prayer.
But seriously, I looked back and wondered...Why was I so full of hatred then? In ANDSS, I think I've made more enemies than friends. But I've tell myself, I'll not do the same mistake again. I screwed once, I can't afford to screw it up again. If I were to still think that I'm able to do everything on my own and other people are of no use, I won't be in shooting.
Really thanks to Shi Xiang and Jared. Though Jared kinda never psycho the teacher for me but still, I'm glad la. Cos he planned to psycho the teacher and even asked me to ask Shi Xiang what the teacher is like! LOL! And when I told him Shi Xiang said I'm in shooting, he said
| (11:23 PM) Jarpistol; grace: | hahas so happy u got into shooting man!!! It's gna be fun with u arnd |
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I was :O
And before I went for interview, many wished me good luck for interview. Zhi ying even sms-ed me and wish me good luck asking me not to talk rubbish and etcetc when she already went home! I am touched, really! People whom you don't know for even more than a month says such encouraging stuff and wishes from them really makes me feel like....I've made the right choice to come AJ. Many people wished my luck but I can't really remember who except for Jared because HE WHACK MY HEAD LA! LOL!
I think, looking back at my secondary school days, I'm really glad I made a mistake and learned from it.
It's a miracle how you get to know other people. It really is! Eg, Elaine, I don't know her! I only know her twin Eileen! But somehow, smile and smile and talk and yeah, there! A new friend.
I used to complicate stuff. I had strong definition of friend. But now, I don't see the need to. Because there's never such definition so you'll never find one.
I'm actually quite open with the fact that I had a bunch of haters in my secondary school. In fact, I've even tell people whom I know in AJ that. Simply because, I know, whoever I was in ANDSS is not the one in AJ.
I want to change, for the better. Whatever it takes, I'll still try.
I'm quite pleased with myself(okay, thick skin again) that I've cut down on vulgarities. Today, I did used the f word quite often. But am glad I've not say the pcb word. LOL. =p
And I'm glad, I've learnt to zi4 ai4. I used to cut myself. So shiok so cool...Most importantly, it's so childish.
Today, my bag broke. My arm was badly cut by the bag. It hurts. I was conscious. Pain la pain~~~.
Such small cuts makes me feel the pain. I'm glad I've become normal. I know, cutting is painful.
I know smoking is bad. And I have not been drinking either. I'm glad.
Stop hating and start loving.
I love my og people. (:

